Thursday, August 26, 2010

Have you ever?

Have you ever?

Have you ever been at the time when you feel like living in a castle, huge room, that you supposed to have tons of happiness, you just living a loneliness instead. All seems no real. All seems you cant have. And all seems fiction whoever lives in the town. Your bestfriend exchange to be a lonely window, the screen, and the wall. You feel better like when you speak alone to the wall, to the ceiling. The one you come speak when needed cant anymore. The one you think can be there, is them.. who always cant be there. The one that you give you a birth, likewise give you this cruel things. I know sounds crazy, even God you think will help you, he didn’t even hear you (yet). Really, though? Like you being extrovert in crowd, the same time so introvert in your own palace. And you don’t want everyone knows what you really feeling instead of make them believe youre glad as who you are. Otherwise theyre not feeling yours. Most of the time you give your head with antusiasm this wont last long. But then again, youre wrong. No one lives there. Your world, is your world..

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